I
woke up Christmas morning on Sam’s living room floor, with my gun still in my
hand. Lara was near me on the couch
still asleep. My left arm was still sore
from the accident, and I had grown tired of wearing the sling. I got up slowly and looked outside. It was snowing heavily. Sam’s Christmas tree was still lit and there
were a few presents nestled beneath it.
Somehow this brought peace to my restless thoughts. It took me back to the days of my childhood,
when I’d run downstairs Christmas morning, in search of what Santa had brought
the night before. But the times had
changed. Santa was a myth, and I no
longer had the anticipation of happy times during the holidays.
“Did you sleep well?” My father asked. He was sitting on the love seat behind me
with his coat on.
“Not at all.” I said, rubbing my eyes. “Are you leaving?”
“My flight leaves in an hour. I’m going back to Chicago.”
He said.
“Dad, it’s Christmas.” I said, standing up.
“All the more reason for me to get to
the bottom of this. Hopefully, soon, we
can all sleep safe. That would be gift
enough for me.” He said.
I reached out my right hand, offering
him a handshake. He looked down at it,
hesitated, but then shook it firmly.
“Be careful.” I said.
“You too.” He said walking away.
“Dad, if anything happens to-“ He cut me off by putting up his hand.
“You’re in good hands kid. I’ve always tried to protect you from the bad
in this world. Even when the bad was in
me. You’ll be fine, and I’ll see you
later.”
He walked out the front door a moment
later. A part of me was sad to see him
go. I had gotten so used to resenting
him over the years. So comfortable with
it. Knowing the truth about my mother
had changed that. It changed the way I
saw him. It was clear he was very much
in love with her, even still. He went to
her funeral because he knew there wouldn’t be many people there. Regardless of my mother’s actions, I
respected the man in him for that.
“Don’t worry, he’ll be back.” Lara said from behind me.
She was half-sitting up on the
couch. Her long brown hair was very much
flat on one side.
“Hey, you’re awake.” I said, walking over to her. “That’s a sweet hair-do.”
She smacked my arm and stood up,
cracking a smile.
“Merry Christmas.” She said, looking up at me.
“Merry Christmas to you.” I said.
“Alright, alright!” Sam said coming down the stairs. “At least let me leave before you two go at
it!” He was sporting a cheeky grin from
ear to ear. I laughed a little and
Lara’s face turned pink.
“Where are you off to?” I said.
“I just gotta run to the station real
quick, I’ll be right back.” Sam
said.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea Sam,
we should go togeth-“ I was cut off
again.
“I’ll
be fine. No one’s ever tried to kill me
on Christmas before!” He said, walking
out the front door.
Lara and I just rolled our eyes at him.
“Why don’t you go get cleaned up. I’ll keep an eye on things out here.” I said.
Lara agreed and went upstairs to
shower.
I stood in front of the window watching
the snow come down. All the decorations
were scattered about on light poles, fences and house-fronts. There was a thick layer of snow covering the
ground and the town was quiet. But it
didn’t feel like Christmas. I didn’t
feel as though I had warmth in my heart to share. The candle inside me had been blown out,
leaving me with a cold, charred wick.
I began to have flashes of the night
Jeni was murdered once again. They came
fast, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t fight them away. I was coming in through the front door again. ‘Martin! Help!’
And then it would fast forward quickly.
‘You need to know the truth.’ Her words echoed in my head like church bells
on a Sunday morning. And then I saw his
face, again. ‘You.’ And then they
stopped. My head was quieted.
“Son of a bitch.” I said, to myself. “He recognized me.”
I had completely forgotten. How did he know who I was? How could
he have known? The thoughts in my head
dwelled on this question, but I didn’t have an answer for them.
Later that day Sam agreed to meet Lara
and I at her house for some sort of Christmas gathering. Sam didn’t have any family around either, so
I figured it would be best if we stuck together once again for the
evening. Sam got there around 7pm. I answered the door and he was standing there
looking around, like he was pre-occupied.
“Sam, you gonna come in?” I asked him.
“I don’t have a good feeling about this
Marty.” He said still looking about.
“Hey, we’re all in this together. We can handle what ever comes around.” I said.
“I think I’m going to stay out
here. You know, keep an eye on things
from a distance.”
“What?
That’s crazy man, get in here and we’ll start dinner.”
“No, really man. I’m okay.
You guys enjoy the night. I’ll
stay out here, make sure things stay quiet.”
“Are you sure? It’s Christmas man!” I said.
“And nothing would make my Christmas
better than catching this guy Marty. He
said Lara is next. Maybe he’ll come
around, and when he does, we’ll be ready.
If I see anyone, I call you.
You’ll be warned, and we can close in on him.”
“Alright man. Just be careful.” I said.
“I’ll be fine. I’ll stay out of sight in my car a little
ways down. From there, I can still see
the angles the house.”
“Thanks
man.” I said, shaking his hand.
“Tell Lara this doesn’t get her off the
hook with cooking me a nice dinner.” He
said, walking away.
I smiled, and closed the door, watching
him walk off to his car.
“He’s not coming in?” Lara said.
“No, he’s going to keep watch for a
while. You know, do the cop thing.” I said, walking into the kitchen.
“Do you think that’s necessary
Marty? It’s Christmas.”
“Can’t hurt.” I said.
“But he did say that you still owe him a dinner.”
She smiled and continued setting the
table.
Lara had made chicken parmesan for
dinner. The aroma of cheese and marinara
sauce filled the house.
“So, do you miss the military?” I asked.
“In some ways I do. In other ways, I couldn’t wait to get
home.” She said, bringing the food to
the table. “There’s a certain
camaraderie that comes with the armed forces that you come to enjoy. Everyone’s equal. And everyone has a job to do. You feel a very unique sense of purpose, you
know? Chivalry.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard it
described quite like that before.” I
said, smiling.
“You’ve just never met a woman like me
before.” She said, putting a helping of
food onto my plate. For the first time,
I began to feel a slight attraction to her.
There was an awkward silence between us for a moment.
“That is true. Lord knows you could probably take me.” I said.
“So, what’s it like being a detective
in this small town?”
“Well, sometimes it’s…dull, or
uneventful. Aside from recent events
anyway. Most of the time it’s
vandalisms, burglaries and maybe auto theft.
That kind of thing. I guess I
just followed in my father’s footsteps and joined the force early on. Sam and I graduated from the academy the same
year.”
“Were you and Sam always partners?”
“Yeah, up until a few years ago, when
Raines took over as Captain. He
reorganized the department in efforts to make us more efficient,
supposedly.”
“He seems okay.” She said.
“Mitch is alright, I guess. He tends to take his authority as Captain a
little too far sometimes, but all in all, he’s a good guy. He’s been very understanding of my case, and that’s
been helpful. Him and my father didn’t
get along when they were both on the force, so naturally, in the past, Mitch
took some of that prior grudge out on me.”
“But you and your father haven’t
exactly seemed close either.” She said.
“No, we haven’t been really. Ever since my Mom left, things between us
have never been the same. I carried a
lot of resentment around toward him for the compassion he held for her. She was a screw-up that he thought he could
fix, you know? Most times, it felt like
I was just along for the ride, or in the background. I felt a lot like the result of a mistake he
had made for staying with her.”
“Ouch. I’m sure he doesn’t think of you that way
Marty. He’s your father. I’m sure he’s proud of you.” She said.
“He did love Jeni. Those two were unusually close for being
in-laws. He used to give her a hard time
for being a legal assistant. Over the
course of time those conversations brought them closer together as
friends. It makes sense that she knew
the truth about what happened between him and my mother.”
“Sometimes it’s easier for men to open
up to women, you know? He trusted
her. And he had every right to. She sounded like a very endearing
person.”
“Yeah, she was.” I said, finishing my plate. It felt like for a moment she noticed the
sadness in my voice and chose to change the subject.
She put her fork down on her plate,
crossed her arms on the table and looked at me.
“I think it’s time I gave you your
gift!” She said.
“What gift? Oh, man, you didn’t have to do that.”
“I know. But it’s Christmas Marty. This is what people do!” She said, getting up from the table.
The thought of going Christmas shopping
for gifts hadn’t even entered my mind. I
shouldn’t have felt guilty for that considering what’s happened, but I
did. I was eating Christmas dinner with
a woman who had saved my life a few weeks ago, and I hadn’t bothered to get her
anything.
Lara disappeared for a moment going
into the other room. She came back out
with a white box that was about a foot square, with a neatly tied red bow
around it. She laid it on my lap.
“Lara, you really didn’t have to do
this.” I said.
“Yes, I did.” She said, smiling.
Suddenly, I felt the box twitch. I looked down at it and then back up to
her. I removed the ribbon and lifted the
white lid. Inside was a tiny Yellow
Labrador puppy. He got up on his hind legs,
putting them on the rim of the box and started licking my fingers. I was absolutely speechless.
“Oh my God. He is so cute!” I said, picking him up out of the box. “Look at him!”
“She.”
Lara said, smiling widely.
“Really?” I said.
“She’s a girl?” I held the puppy
in front of me so I could see her face.
She had big, sad brown eyes and a little brown nose. Her gums and teeth were tiny, and her golden
fur shined under the warm light. She was
the most perfect thing I had seen in a long time.
“You said you wanted a dog…” Lara said.
“Yeah, but I didn’t think you had taken
me seriously!” I said. “Thank you so much Lara. She’s adorable.”
Lara and I stood up and I put the puppy
on the floor so she could run around. I
then walked over to Lara and gave her a hug.
We held each other for a little while.
I could feel her heartbeat through my shirt, and I could smell a soft
hint of her perfume. Her long hair began
to tickle my nose.
“Merry Christmas, Marty.” She said.
I leaned back from her with my hands
still around her waist.
“Merry Christmas, and thank you.” I said, looking in her eyes.
“What will you name her?” She asked.
I hesitated in thought for a moment,
and then it came to me. I looked over at
her on the floor. She was rolling around
on her back with her paws raving about.
“Maya.”
I said, looking back at Lara.
She smiled at me with wide eyes that
almost began to moisten. The awkward
silence came once again, except this time we were both staring at one
another. She put her hand on my cheek,
caressing it. I closed my eyes and felt
her hand’s warmth on my face. I realized
again that my attraction to her was growing.
I moved back a little, opening my eyes, lowering my hands from her
waist.
“I’m sorry, I can’t-“ I said, backing away. “I’m not ready to feel-“
“It’s okay Marty. I didn’t mean to-“
Her voice was cut off by the sound of
the front door opening softly. I could
hear the hinges lightly creak.
“Hey Sammy. You finally wise up and decide to come in for
a bite?” I said.
But there was no response. I looked over at Lara, who shrugged, and then
we both looked down the hallway toward the front door. There was no sound. Just dead silence. I walked down the hallway to the front door,
with Lara right behind me. It was open,
but there was no sign of anyone.
“Huh.”
I said. “Must’ve not closed it
all the way and the wind blew it open.”
Lara didn’t say anything and kept
looking outside through the sidelight windows.
After a brief look outside, I closed the door and locked it and we
started walking back to the kitchen.
“C-mon, let’s clean up.” I said, walking back down the hallway.
“Yes,
that might be a good idea.” A voice
said.
Lara and I came around the corner and
in the kitchen stood a man about my height, dressed in black, wearing a mask
that covered everything on his face except for his eyes. In his right arm, he held Maya.
“Who the hell are you?” I snarled, slowly moving Lara behind me.
“Oh,
you’d like to know wouldn’t you?” He
said, petting Maya on the head. He then
shifted her to his left arm and drew a nine millimeter handgun from his
backside and pointed it at us.
“I’ve
waited a long time for this.”
“If it’s me you want, let her go. She has nothing to do with this.” I said, referring to Lara.
“On
the contrary she does, Marty. I had a
plan in place to kill you earlier my friend, and she intervened by pulling you
out of that car.” He said.
The
memories of the accident flashed before my eyes.
“What are you talking about!?” Lara said.
“The
deer was fake. You didn’t think it was
odd that a deer would be standing on the other side of that hill? A real deer would’ve seen your headlights
coming! He would’ve heard you a mile
away and been gone by the time you got there.
You were driving a little fast, eh Marty? Good thing she pulled you out before the car
exploded huh?”
“You son of a bitch!” I said.
“You
would know wouldn’t you?!” He said,
yelling.
“Who the hell are you?!” I said.
He put Maya down, still holding the gun
on us. He then reached back and removed
his mask slowly, revealing the face of a young teenager. He smiled, and ruffled his dark hair back.
“You
still don’t get it, do you bro?” He
said.
“You’re just a kid!?” I said.
“I’m
fifteen to be exact. Sixteen next month.” He said.
“Wait a second…” I said.
“What?!” Lara said.
“You called me bro.” I said, a low voice.
“Ah! Give the man a prize, he’s putting the pieces
together!” He said, laughing.
“What’s your name?” I said, growling at him.
“Dylan. Dylan Turnovsky.” He said, smiling.
“Holy shit.” I said.
“That’s
right bro! But I must say, you must take
after your Dad, because you look nothing like Mom!” He said, laughing.
“You’re Milo’s
kid.” I said.
“Hot
damn! About time! I really thought you were smarter than this
Marty. I was so sure you would’ve figured it out already. I mean, shit, you are a detective.”
I just stood there, glaring at him,
trying to figure out my next move.
“That’s
right. I’m your freaking brother. Surprise!”
His taunting made the rage in my
stomach surface to the back of my throat.
The last time I felt that angry was when I killed a man with my bare
hands.
“Right
about now, you’re wondering where Sam is.
Am I right?”
I didn’t speak, or even blink at
him.
“Well,
he’s gonna be a little late to the party.”
“I swear to God, if you-“ I said, moving toward him.
“You’ll
what?!” He screamed, waiving the gun
at us.
“Hate
me like you did your own mother!?”
“So that’s what this is about…a son’s
revenge.” I said.
“Aw,
you make it sound so bittersweet when you say it like that.” He said laughing.
“You
killed my wife.” I snarled again.
“No! Your father killed her, fifteen years ago,
when he let my father fry!” He
screamed.
“Your father had an affair with my
mother!” I yelled.
“Yeah,
and Dayton and
your wife stood by, while they executed my Dad, hiding the truth that could’ve
saved him!”
“That’s a lie!
My Dad tried to defend him.”
“Oh
yeah, I forgot. He did such a good job that
they killed him anyway! I almost had
done him in too that night you came knocking.”
I remembered what my Dad had told me
about the encounter. ‘It’s all your fault.’ Now it all made sense. Except for one thing.
“Why Darren?” I asked.
“Ha! Oh yeah, the patsy who wasn’t supposed to
die…”
“He didn’t want to do it, did he? The money alone wasn’t incentive enough. You threatened his mother’s life, so he had
no choice.” I said.
“You’re
catching on, bro! With him being a
suspected rapist, he was the perfect fit!
But! He wasn’t supposed to die. I decided that little gift to Ms. Darren might
help ease her suffering a bit.”
He waited for me to respond. I gave him nothing.
“It’s a pity too. If I didn’t have to kill you, you might
actually make Captain someday. Raines
would love that! Now, move over there.”
He motioned Lara and I to go in
front of the window, facing the hallway, while he circled in front of us. Lara
stood next to me, holding my hand tightly.
“Please, there’s got to be some way for
us to settle this!” Lara said.
“Oh
yes. There is my dear. As soon as dear old Dad gets back in town,
he’ll be dead too, just like you people.”
“She was pregnant.” I said, in a low angry voice.
“What?”
“Yeah, that’s right. You killed my wife and her unborn
child.” I said, louder.
He hesitated for a second. His eyes moved rapidly back and forth from me
to Lara, as if I gave him pause by my comment.
“Where’s the justice in that…bro?” I continued.
“Freaking
bitch had it coming. Pregnant or not.”
The rage began to surface
again. It felt like hot needles were
endlessly poking at my chest, working their way up from my stomach.
He tightened the stretch on his arm,
holding the gun tighter, preparing to fire.
“Nooo!”
Lara screamed, and the next few moments passed by in slow motion. She jumped in front of me as a sharp, deep
crackle filled the air with the echo of a gunshot. The sound of the gun made me jump, and I waited
for the pain to fill my chest. But there
wasn’t any. But Lara began to fall, and
the reality hit me. He had shot her
instead. She fell to the ground, holding
her side.
“Lara!!” I screamed, bending down to her. Her blood was beginning to seep out onto her
white shirt. Just then, Dylan fell to
his knees and dropped his gun. I looked
up at him. His face wore a look of
shock. He raised his hands to chest, and
his hands became bloody. My eyes focused
on a figure that moved behind him in the hallway. It was my father! He had shot him from behind at the very
second that Dylan had shot Lara.
Dylan looked down at his gushing chest,
and then back up at me.
“I
guess you’ll make…Captain after all someday…bro.” He said, falling to the floor face
first. He was dead.
“Dad!
I-“
“How
is she Marty!?” He said, running up to
me.
I looked down at Lara who was looking
up at me with painful eyes. I moved her
so I could see her backside and lifted her shirt. There was blood on her backside and a small
wound the size of bullet revealed itself.
“She’s got an exit wound back
here. That’s a good sign.” I said.
“Keep pressure on it. I’ll call an ambulance.” My father said.
“Martin…it hurts.” She said, looking down at her wound.
“You’re going to be fine Lara, just
hang on!”
“I…saved you…again.” She said, reaching up for me, touching my
face. Her face tightened up, and her
body tensed from the pain. Her eyes
closed slowly.
“Lara!
Lara, look at me!”
She opened her eyes and looked at me.
“I…I just couldn’t bear the thought…of
you enduring more pain.” She said, in
between swallows.
She started to close her eyes again.
“Stay with me!” I said.
She opened her eyes and focused once
more on me.
“You’re not going to die unless I let
you.” I said.
She smiled, and let out a slight
chuckle.
“You’re going to be fine. I’m going to get you out of here.” I said.
My father returned a moment later.